Wednesday, March 05, 2003

i've been in a foul mood.

however, C.Howard brightened my temperament by his offer to recommend me to several professional theater groups for crew work this summer. it means a lot to know that he would do that. to know that he has respect and faith in me as someone he can count on. it's a good feeling to be trusted.

Monday, March 03, 2003

“i couldn’t imagine Jesus delivering a message of war to a cheering crowd, as i just heard the president [Bush Jr.] do,” -Charles Strobe, pastoral social worker

A-MEN, Mr. Strobe, a-men!!!

remember people, jesus -our lord and savior- was also a hippie.
the only korean boy i would ever consider falling in love with, B.Rose, sent me something in the mail. i danced around in the post office after i opened it. a mixed cd + a clipping from the stranger. life is looking a lot brighter.
i gave in and purchased one of those Nalgene water bottles that are so hip with the college kids my age. i've given in and conformed. i am now part of the faceless, sheep-like masses. i am a consumer and i hate myself.

but now i consume 64+oz of water a day...and that's a good thing. ::smiles::

Sunday, March 02, 2003

on a lighter note....'s always an akward situation when one is caught doing something (not necessarily bad/wrong/sinful) -and i personally never know how to react.
yesterday i told my parents that i would prefer to stay in Pittsburgh.

this did not go over very well with the parental units and resulted in my parents telling (yelling) me to do whatever i wanted since i was selfish and going to do it anyway and that they were done supporting me. so long story short, they have "disowned" me for the time being. ::sigh::

i should be more upset, i suppose, but i'm not at the moment. i'm almost relieved. is that wrong? perhaps the full effect of what has happened will hit me a bit later.